Sometimes I’m split like a double-pane
between pride and shame
hunger for fame
despite my unwillingness to speak its name
I’m a two-headed boy
unable to write my Ode to Joy
forged hollow alloy
with an exterior I seek to destroy
I’m windswept in a vacuum
I’m charred by water
I’m lost in its fumes
I’m a sham for slaughter
I’m a liar who holds the truth in high regard
while clenching down on a broken jaw
and pours “I love you” in gasoline
to the reveries contained by the double-pane